Need to get on schedule, minimize social anxiety as much as possible, so that going out alone and interacting with girls isn’t an issue, get money, go out every day, work out every day, and get a home gym.
Sleeping together naked and then when morning comes, cuddling more, touching more and more, getting hornier, humping, and then having sex, all without any words, all while a little groggy, all while the sun is freshly shining. Nice.
And then the day begins.
Things are going somewhat well, at least with women, diet, and exercise. I keep missing exercise days and/or doing incomplete workouts, but I’m still working out about half the week at least. And going out so much and having success with women makes me not feel such a strong desire to eat foods that taste good, because I don’t need that source of pleasure as much. Being out so much also doesn’t allow me to eat as much, which could be good, but could be bad, because I’m not as able to track my macronutrient intake and caloric intake. Going out and trying to get girls might actually help me burn fat, because it might keep my caloric intake low. I still need to get a home gym, though, because going to the gym during the day is very inconvenient, especially since I intend to go for 2 hours per day. It often gets in the way of going out at night, which is very bad. If I get a home gym, I can work out whenever I want, so that it doesn’t get in the way of going out, going to work, or getting other stuff done. I won’t have to worry about working out at a certain time in which the gym is open, and I could even split my workouts up. It’s become a necessity.
I’m trying to stop masturbating, but it’s really difficult. A girl sent me a few nude pics tonight, and that made it really difficult - I masturbated. She’s fairly into me, and I think I can safely say that we’re probably going to have sex.
Masturbation is a waste of so many things.
It makes me feel like less of a man, in some sense.
I should stop.
I don’t want to masturbate as much as I do - I want to get sexual release primarily from intercourse. Occasional masturbation is probably OK, because it allows some self-exploration, exploration of fantasies, and probably has other benefits.
I seem to like myself better when I’m not masturbating, but it’s stressful, and very difficult.
I’m at the point where I need sex every day. I’ve been at that point for a while, and I hope I stay at that point for a long time, but I need to make the most of it, I need to try to fuck every day, because I don’t want to masturbate anymore. I need to be having sex regularly, otherwise I’ll probably continue masturbating.
When I masturbate, I feel like I’m wasting my vitality, my youth, my sexuality, my sexual energy. I feel like I’m not making the most of life. I need to try to fuck every day, “get some every day”. I’ve been going out almost every day, or at least trying. Not masturbating actually seems to help my social anxiety, but it’s so hard to not do it.
Found a wing, went to one of the biggest bars/clubs in the city and had success - danced with one girl, grinded with her friend. The former girl said she’d be into it, or down - I forget her exact wording - whatever that means, if she didn’t have a boyfriend. I’m able to go out alone now, too. I just went out alone tonight and broke my own record for the shortest time before making out with a girl. My previous record was roughly 2-5 minutes. Whatever that time was, I’m almost certain I beat it tonight. This girl was all over me, and I met her before I even went in the bar/club. I also approached a girl in a grocery store for the first time, and I did it directly, by telling her I was attracted to her. I got her number.
What I’m doing is starting to work.
I was thinking about writing a journal about going out, women, sex, etc. but then it started to feel kind of creepy.
I want to stop jerking off and just have sex with women instead, but it’s so hard.
So hot. It’s hard to stop thinking about this.
I have cuckold fantasies about my mom and sister, but this is good too. I have fantasies about my more dominant friends fucking my mom and sister, while my mom and sister and friends deny me, and I’m either forced to watch, or allowed to watch but not participate, or I’m peeking in through the door, or they shut the door and I just hear my mom/sister moaning/screaming/saying “fuck me”/etc. in pleasure. Sometimes the fantasy goes so far as being forced the give oral sex to the men, the more dominant/alpha men.
I wonder if anything like this has actually happened to someone.
My name is Rob and I am 40 year old typical average man, I have my own house, married to a beautiful wife and have an equally beautiful teenage daughter. This is a story about what happened one fateful night to both of them and how it nearly destroyed my life.
It was Friday night and I was having my monthly poker game tonight with several of my buddies. We were all typical middle married guys all except for Frank. Frank was almost 50 years old and a friend from work, he never married and preferred to just live the bachelor life. We had a well known reputation with the ladies and equally interesting stories to go along with them. My other friends however were just happy to get away from their wives for the night.
That’s where I differed as well, my wife was gorgeous sexy women who at 35 years old still had an amazing body and more importantly still had her youthful look compared to some of my buddies wives who had already started to let themselves go. I always enjoyed her company so there was no need for me to escape her for the night.
The night started off like any other, we were sitting around my poker table in the basement playing, drinking and watching some NHL hockey that was on the TV. My wife would come down every once in a while and bring us some beers. I could tell all my friends were looking her up and down and “eye humping” her, she was after all wearing a tank top with no bra on so you could clearly make out her perky nipples from her large C cup breasts.
My wife was also drinking except not beer, she usually only drinks rum and cokes and was already on to her third or forth drink. I could tell she was getting friendlier with my buddies flirty chit-chat where as before she just kind of ignored it. Frank was trying to flirt with her the most commenting on her breasts, ass and figure. My wife just kind of laughed it off, I was getting a little pissed off at him but didn’t say anything.
It was starting to get late, we were all drunk by this point and our poker game was slowing down. My 14 year old daughter Julie came downstairs at one point and gave me a kiss good night. I could see Frank eyeing her up and down, looking at her still growing petite tits, what a perv I thought. Frank then commented to my daughter how cute she looks saying she was turning into a little hottie. Julie just laughed and called him a dirty old man.
My daughter and wife then said they were going to head to sleep and my wife winked at me and told me not to keep her waiting too long.
Before we called it a night however the guys still wanted to play a few more hands and we all had another two beers. Almost another hour had passed before we all finally decided to call it a night. Most of my friends left and just walked home since they all lived within a few blocks from my house. Frank lived further away and had driven here, he asked if he could sleep on the couch or something.
I told him he could sleep off his drunkenness in our spare bedroom upstairs this was across from my daughter’s room. He said thanks and asked where the bathroom was, he had to take a wicked piss. I told Frank to use the washroom upstairs beside my bedroom because it looks like some one puked all over the downstairs one. He stumbled and staggered upstairs.
I on the other hand had to stay behind and clean up some of this mess we made down here all night long. I had to clean up the washroom here otherwise the entire basement is going to smell nasty in the morning, I also cleaned up all the beer bottles and chips and food left around. I was fairly drunk myself at this point so it took me about 15-20 minutes.
Unknown to me at the time, Frank had made his way upstairs and found the bathroom with ease. He walked in, relived himself and then proceed to look for the guestroom however something caught his eye. The glow from the bathroom light allowed him to see faintly into what he assumed was his friend’s bedroom. He could see my wife’s naked form in the soft light.
Frank was too drunk and too curious to turn down an invitation like this, all he saw was a naked women laying there with her legs spread open in an inviting way. In the back of his mind he knew it was my wife but being a ladies man he was too much in the habit of going to bed with a women at the end of a night of drinking, he was so drunk that this seemed no different then any other night to him. In his head he just thought as usual that this woman was waiting naked for him.
He walked in slowly and stripped down naked, he was already getting hard just looking at her. He sat down in the bed with her and started to feel up her body and fondle her ample breasts. My wife was breathing heavily in a deep sleep already, she had too much alcohol earlier and had fallen asleep waiting for her husband to come to bed. Frank wasting no time started fingering her, she was already a little bit moist down there so in no time after a little bit of fingering she was getting extremely wet.
When he believed she was ready he climbed up between her and lined up his large hard cock at her warm entrance. He toyed with the tip of his cock on her clit for a minute and my wife started to moan yet she was still asleep or passed out from her drinking.
Frank was now ready himself and started to slide his long hard cock into my wife’s pussy. It slipped in slow at first but as he thrust harder the full length of his shaft sunk down into as deep as possible hitting her cervix. Frank then began to slowly thrust in and out of my wife while grabbing and squeezing her tits. My wife was now starting to moan fairly loud, she always was a loud one during sex, not fake loud but was actually authentically loud during our love making.
It was around this point that I had finished cleaning up downstairs and had made my way upstairs. I first checked the guestroom to see if Frank made it but he was no where to be seen. I then checked on my daughter and she was fast asleep in her room. Then finally as I got closer to my bedroom I heard loud moaning, my wife’s loud moaning. I got butterflies in my stomach as I inched closer to the doorway. What I saw shocked me, I could see my friend Frank naked on my marital bed fucking away at my wife.
I was in shock and frozen unable to move or do anything. As my eyes adjusted better to the low light I could see my wife was asleep or passed out but was reacting instinctively to Frank’s assault on her body. Frank was plowing into her fairly hard but still at a good pace, my wife was moaning loud and the bed was shaking and making a lot of noise.
I could now tell that Frank was getting close to cumming, yet I was still in shock just standing still at the doorway like an idiot. I should have just ran over there and pulled him off because unknown to Frank she wasn’t on any birth control, normally we just relied on using condoms. I couldn’t budge though, I continued to be amazed and shocked at the sight before me, I couldn’t believe my friend Frank was fucking my beautiful wife.
Frank had almost reached his point of no return, he threw my wife’s legs over his shoulders and started pounding into her as hard as he could. From this angle I could see his large cock pistoning in and out of her extremely fast. His cock was way larger then mine, I have somewhat of an average size, not small but not large either. Frank’s cock on the other hand was definitely filling my wife both length and width wise like never before. I could now hear Frank start to groan loudly and freeze in her with his cock fully implanted in her cunt. I knew then that he was ejaculating his sperm into my fertile wife.
After Frank was finished he collapsed on to her for a minute or two before rolling over on to his stomach beside her. It was then I could see all of Frank’s cum oozing out of her pussy. I started to come back to my senses and walked over finally. I threw some of the bed covers over my wife and started to tap Frank who had already dozed off to sleep. He was startled and confused a little, I played stupid like I didn’t know what just happened and told him he went to sleep in the wrong bedroom and to go to the guest bedroom down the hall.
Frank had thought he was caught he knew he was naked in his friends bed with his naked wife, he sort of expected his ass to be kicked but it seemed like his friend didn’t know he just fucked her so he played stupid as well and said “oh sorry man, guess I was too drunk and not paying attention”. He got up picked up his clothes and walked out naked breathing a sigh of relief.
After I heard him walk down the hall, I closed the bedroom door and pulled the covers off my wife to inspect what he did to her. I could see cum still following out of her pussy, her pussy was also stretched open a lot. All that rough hard fucking with a long wide dick had really stretched her pussy a lot. I decided not to clean her up, there was simply no point, Frank had already dumped a huge amount of cum into her and she could already be pregnant.
Strangely watching Frank fuck my wife I realized I had become very hard and was still maintaining that hard on. I was hesitant to have sex with my wife now though, I have never had sloppy seconds in my life but here I was thinking about it. I decided I was too horney and would fuck her anyways despite Frank just cumming in her a few minutes ago.
My wife was still passed out or sleeping and seemed oblivious to anything going on. I left her on her back and lined up my cock to her freshly fucked pussy. I pushed in and it was easy going since she was so wet with Frank’s cum. Immediately I noticed how loose she felt, I could hardly get any feeling from her, Frank had stretch her pussy so much that my now averaged sized dick wasn’t enough for her cunt. I tried to continue fucking her but it was too sloppy and I wasn’t getting enough feeling. Instead I just pulled out of her and jacked off and cummed on her pussy lips. I cummed a fair amount on her but it just didn’t seem to compare to the amount of cum Frank had deposited in her.
Feeling defeated, embarrassed and sad I retreated to the bathroom for a drink of water and to clean up my dick a little from my wife’s mess. I was about to head back to bed and call it a lousy night but I noticed down the hall Frank’s clothes were piled on the ground at the base of my daughter’s bedroom door. I started to get a sickening feeling again, what the fuck was going on? I saw the way he looked at her earlier, he couldn’t have the fucking nerve to mess around with my 14 year old daughter though especially after getting away with fucking my wife could he?
I slowly walked down the hall careful not to make much noise. When I got to her bedroom door I could hear whispering, my daughter and Frank talking. I was also able to peak in because the door was slightly open, just barely enough for me to see. What I did see deeply concerned me. Here was naked 50 year old Frank in my daughter’s bed with the covers loosely over both of them. It looked like to me Frank was showing my daughter his monster cock and she was curious and mesmerized by its size.
Frank was instructing her to touch it and hold it. I watched as my young daughter started to slowly jack him off. I was somewhat relieved that she still had her clothes on however things quickly changed when I heard frank whispering to her “don’t forget what you promised now baby, I’ve shown you mine but you have to show me yours now”.
Again I was in shock at what was happening, here was my 50 year old friend naked with my daughter fooling around together. I told myself any normal father would have ripped this pervert off their daughter and probably killed him by now but for some reason I still couldn’t react to what I was seeing. I just continued to stand their watching, frozen and unable to move.
My daughter just giggled and said “here they are, not very big yet but they are growing fairly quickly, I have to keep buying new bras” and with that she removed her night shirt and was naked from the waist up. I could now see my daughter’s breasts, I estimated them to be a small B cup in size. Frank began to feel and fondle her young breasts and she offered no resistance. I could tell my daughter was enjoying this, my wife had suspected she was sexually active already at 14 but I personally didn’t want to believe it at the time.
Frank continued playing with my daughter, sucking on her nipples and began lowering his hand down her legs and holding it right on her panty covered pussy. My daughter Julie didn’t object she was just moaning softly, I could tell now he was rubbing her pussy. He then whispered to her, “how about you remove these?”. Julie was hesitant to do it but Frank was persuasive and kept massaging her pussy and telling her it would feel a lot nicer if she removed them for him.
Julie eventually gave in to his advances and reached down and removed her panties for him. My 14 year old daughter was now totally naked with a man that was older then her own father. He began to finger her slowly and started to work up speed, she was now starting to moan fairly loud just like her mother. At the same time Julie continued to slowly give Frank a hand job.
After a few minutes, he whispered something into Julies hear which I couldn’t hear. She seemed unsure of whatever he said but he started to direct her. I watched as my daughter climb over top of Frank and got into the 69 position. I could tell my daughter had never done this position before but as she started to lower her head and suck on his large cock I knew she had given head before. She started sucking him like a pro with no hesitation.
Frank was licking away and sucking her young teenage cunt as she continued to suck his monster tool of a dick. They stayed in this position for about 15 minutes until my daughter started to orgasm. At this point Frank immediately rolled her over and lined up his cock at her tight wet entrance. Julie started to object saying she wasn’t sure about this that she had only had sex a couple times with her boyfriend and she thought his dick was too big for her.
Frank ignored her concerns and rubbed his large fat cockhead up and down her slit. He bent down and open mouthed kissed her as he started to push into her, I suspected he did this so she couldn’t object further. I could see his cock trying to make its way in but it was so wide for her tight inexperienced pussy that it was slow going. Eventually her pussy started to adjust as he stretched her to allow his old man’s monster cock into her.
Inch by inch now started to disappear into my daughter, Frank was taking it slow to make sure he didn’t hurt her. After a couple minutes of slowly sinking into her tight hole he bottomed out finally I could see his cock fully impaled into her with his hairy balls resting at her ass. My daughter had somehow managed to take in his entire cock. He smiled to her and whispered, “oh baby your definitely the tightest pussy I have had in years, probably decades, your still virgin tight”. Julie remained silent and was just moaning softly. As her pussy began to stretch more and adjust to Frank’s large size he began to slowly thrust in and out of her.
I continued watching as they began fucking at a good tempo, my daughter was enthusiastically humping back at him and had locked her legs behind his hairy ass. My daughter’s bed started rocking and creaking and her moaning became much louder as Frank began to fuck Julie at a faster and harder pace. I also shamefully found myself getting hard watching my old friend fuck my daughter.
As Frank started hard short strokes Julie sensed he was about to cum soon and suddenly remember she wasn’t on the pill, she was too young and afraid to ask for the pill and had just used a condom before with her boyfriend. She spoke up to him, “Frank you need to pull out, I’m not protected, let me suck you off”.
Frank did not stop, he ignored her and continued pounding away he was too close to stop now. “Frank! come on I’m serious, please pull out before its too late” Julie said frantically. Frank finally replied to her “Sorry babe but I’m too close, I can’t pull out now”. Just then before she could object further another orgasm shook her body, the second of the night, that was now too much for Frank the moment he felt her pussy contracting on his cock that pushed him over the edge and he groaned again out loud as he started ejaculate his second load of sperm of the night into my fertile daughter.
Julie realized he was cumming in her but was too far lost in her own orgasm to care, her body had betrayed her and she accepted his load of potent sperm. Frank had emptied another huge batch of cum into my daughter, even after fucking my wife he still had plenty left to completely fill my daughter. When he rolled off her to catch his breath I could see a river of cum flowing out of her and her pussy looked equally as stretched as my wife’s.
I had seen enough, I had just cummed in my boxers after watching my young daughter being fucked by my older friend. Again shamefully I did nothing to stop it, I just watched as Frank had used both my wife and daughter for his own personal pleasures. I had now failed as a protector of my wife and daughter.
I went back to my bedroom and fell asleep again beside my wife. Sometime again in the early hours of the morning I woke up again and headed to the bathroom. Again just like before I noticed that Frank’s clothes were still at base of my daughter’s bedroom door. I tip toed over again quietly to see if Frank was still in there, as I got closer I could clearly hear the sound of love making.
I got back into the same position I was in before, they were definitely fucking again only this time my daughter Julie was on top bouncing around riding his long fat cock. She had her hands on his hairy chest and was bouncing on him hard, I could clearly see his cock moving in and out of my young daughter. What was worse was that she was clearly enjoying fucking this 50 year old man.
I had seen enough and retreated downstairs to the basement, I could no longer bare to be near my wife or daughter after what just happened tonight. I felt like a defeated loser for allowing to happen what Frank did to both of them.
In the morning my wife woke up with a hang over an empty bed and a sticky mess between her legs. She realized she had sex but her pussy was gaping open, she felt sore down there and couldn’t understand how her pussy was so stretched and worse why her pussy was such a mess.
She got up naked and went directly into the bathroom not even bothering to close the door. She didn’t even know Frank was still here. She was so distracted inspecting herself that she didn’t even notice a naked Frank walk into the bathroom with her until he was hovering over her.
She got freaked and tried to cover her breasts saying “Jesus!
Frank what the hell is going on? What are you doing here naked?”. Frank simply said, “Isn’t it obvious? We had a little fun last night after your husband passed out”. She didn’t want to believe it that she had sex with Frank last night but drunken memories from last night started to flood back into her memory. She remembered having sex last night but at the time she wasn’t sure if it was a dream or not, all that she could remember was she was being fucked with someone with an enormous dick so she just assumed it was a dream.
Frank told her she was a mess down there and should take a shower with him to clean up. She refused but Frank said that there was nothing to worry about, they had already fucked once and her husband was downstairs passed out still so there was nothing to worry about. Her mind was going a mile a minute trying to figure out what happened and what was going on that she didn’t even notice that Frank had started the shower already and was pulling her in with him.
Here she was now with her husband’s older friend naked together in the shower. She had cheated on her husband last night with out even realizing it and was now again allowing herself to be taken advantage of by him. Frank was fondling her breasts and holding her ass close to him. She then noticed his huge dick beginning to poke at her, she definitely wasn’t dreaming last night it was this cock that had fucked her hard stretching her and making a mess of her yet she had orgasmed last night. She usually never orgasmed during actual intercourse.
When Frank’s cock was hard enough he turned Rob’s wife around and bent her over slightly and started poking up at her pussy with his huge cock. It took him a few tries but eventually the tip of his dick hit the right spot and his dick started to slide into her cunt. She gasped as he completed filled her, she had never felt so fully impaled like this before. She realized she was betraying her husband for this large cock but couldn’t stop now. She allowed him to fuck her hard from behind in the steamy hot shower.
Around this time my daughter Julie had woken up and headed towards the bathroom thinking it was available since the door was open. It wasn’t until she had walked in that she realized someone was already in there, rather two people were in there fucking. The shower door wasn’t fully closed so she could see inside. At first she thought she had walked in on her father and mother fucking in the shower, they had in the past done this except this time it was different, the man plowing into her mother wasn’t her dad but was Frank!
Julie couldn’t believe it, she had just fucked Frank several times last night after he had supposively walked into the wrong bedroom and fell asleep beside her. Now here he was fucking her mother, where the hell was her father she thought. She was now too curious and horney to leave she just stared to the opening and watched as her mother was fucked from behind.
Frank and her mother were obviously too involved with each other to even notice her. He as pounding her with long powerful strokes and she was moaning and screaming for more of it. Then finally Frank held hips firm and started to groan loud signaling he was again cumming in Rob’s wife. He held himself in her allowing every last squirt of cum to empty into her before withdrawing.
Julie was too horny and decided to do something bold, she was going to get into the shower with them. She pulled off her cum soaked panties and pulled off her t- shirt and stepped into the shower with them. Her mother freaked out at first yelling “Oh my god!” and almost slipping and falling before Frank caught her. Frank was more then happy to see Julie however.
Once her mother calmed down Julie explained she knows she just had sex with him obviously and she announced that she also had sex with Frank last night and that as long as she kept her secret she would also keep her mothers secret. Her mother agreed but she just couldn’t understand or believe how things were happening so fast. One minute she is cheating fucking her husband’s friend in the shower and the next minute her daughter is naked in the shower with them. She watched as her 14 year old daughter got down on her knees in the shower and started to jack and suck on Frank’s softening cock.
Julie in no time had Frank hard again with her expect cock sucking. Her mother couldn’t believe her young girl was sucking this old mans dick like this, it was bad enough she had cheated on her husband with this man but to know and see that her daughter had been intimate with him as well extremely bothered her yet here she was in the shower with them observing this sight before her.
Frank instructed Julie up and picked her up with his arms. He was going to try and fuck her standing up while she held around his neck, he needed balance though and told her mother to hold on to her daughter’s ass while holding on to the side. Frank was having a difficult time trying to find the right spot, it wasn’t easy considering her was holding her up in the air while trying to keep his balance. He instructed Rob’s wife to line up his cock with her daughters pussy.
She couldn’t believe what she as being asked, it was bad enough what was happening but here was Frank asking her to purposely help him fuck her daughter right in front of her. On the other hand she felt herself surrendering herself to the situation and allowing what he wanted, she grabbed on to his large hard dick and lined it up with her daughter’s pussy and even helped him nudge that fat cockhead into her, within seconds it sank into her until it reached the hilt.
Julie and Frank now began fucking in this position, her legs around his ass locking and her arms around his neck hanging on to him while they fucked standing up in the shower. Her mother was holding on to her ass and keeping their balance. Her mother could see Frank’s large dick splitting her young pussy, she wondered how such a large dick could fit into a young girl like this. It didn’t take long this time for Frank, he was tapped out from all the sex he had just had over the last 12 hours and couldn’t last too long this time. He started cumming into Julie just as Julie was coming off her own orgasm. Her mother could see the cum oozing out of her daughter and dropping to the shower floor.
After they were done they finally actually did clean themselves up and exited the shower. Frank got dressed and said he had to get going but he would come back again maybe during the week and we could all play some pool on their pool table downstairs.
After Frank left both mother and daughter looked at each other for a long time without saying a word. They were both now shared a secret and they knew it, both of them had unprotected sex with Frank and both had submitted fairly easily to him. They also both saw a side of each other that neither of them had seen before. On the one hand they were both ashamed at what happened but on the other hand both of them just had some of the best sex of their lives so they were conflicted needless to say.
My wife came to check on me shortly after, I was still asleep on the couch downstairs. She told me to wake up and come upstairs for breakfast. When I came up both my wife and daughter were wearing their robes and seemed pleasant enough. They started talking about what they had planned for the day and never made any mention about anything last night.
After that day my friend Frank never said anything about that night to me. He also kept wanting to come over to my house after work, he always used the pool table as an excuse. So quite often Frank would come home with me, sometimes with other friends to play pool at my place but only Frank would get drunk enough that he had to stay the night with us.
On those nights he would usually liquor me up, daring me to do shots and generally encourage me to drink more then I normally would. As a result I would end up too drunk pass out and he would go upstairs and have some fun with my wife and daughter. Quite often I would wake up at some point and sneak upstairs only to see Frank fucking my wife or daughter. I quickly realized that my wife was awake for these times and more then a willing participant, maybe I was wrong and she was awake that first night the whole time.
Frank was over at my house so often now that half of his clothes were always around the house. I would find his clothes piled on the ground in our bedroom half the time or in my daughters bedroom. I also noticed that both my bed and my daughter’s bed became sticky wet mess over time they were having sex so frequently with Frank that they stopped bothering to change the sheets because they messed them up too often so as a result I often ended up sleeping on a damp bed that reeked of Frank’s sperm and adding insult to injury I had to go to sleep knowing my wife on my side was fully loaded with his cum in her.
Obviously at this point they stopped trying to hide what they were doing. If I was going to say something I would have done so long ago and they realized that so they stopped cleaning up things and covering up what they were doing and were being more open about it. Several times I would wake up in the morning to find Frank fucking my wife or daughter in the shower before we would both go to work.
Yet still none of them ever mentioned anything to me about what was happening. My wife also stopped letting me have sex with her around this time. She was too far stretched for me anyways now. I couldn’t pleasure like I used to, she just started making up excuses to not have sex and I stopped asking for it.
Eventually one day I was tired of waiting for them to finish fucking before I came back into the bedroom so instead as Frank was fucking my daughter first I simply went to bed with my wife. I could tell she was upset and annoyed that I was there because she figured that Frank would not fuck her now but a few minutes later Frank walked into our bedroom naked.
They whispered into each others ears for a few seconds and then Frank got into the bed anyways, spread her legs and started eating her out while I was still in the bed. I wasn’t even asleep and she knew it, I just listened as Frank was performing oral sex on my wife right beside me. She began to moan loud as usual except this time I noticed she was softly moaning Frank’s name as well.
I couldn’t believe that they would do this right in front of me while I was still awake on the bed. After Frank had licked her up to a powerful orgasm he pulled around and started to fuck her doggy style. She kept on moaning Frank’s name after every thrust he gave her, I turned my head a little and looked over finally. I could see my wife looking at me as he fucked her but she still kept moaning his name as our eyes locked.
I could see her tits bouncing back and forth below her and Frank continued to smack her ass. Then he collapsed on top of her and continued to fuck her from behind. Here was my naked hairy friend right exactly beside my pummeling my wife. Both of them knew I was awake but they didn’t care. Frank announced to her, “Here it comes baby, take my cum you slut, you whore” and with that he came hard and emptied himself deep into her.
I expected him to leave after he fucked her but instead this time he stayed got into bed and laid on his back. My wife cuddled up to him and rested her breasts over his hairy chest. He put his arm over back claiming her as his own. After that night it was clear that Frank was going to be sleeping with my wife every night after that marking his territory, they were trying to passively force me out of sleeping in that bed.
Of course I gave up, I couldn’t stand listening to them have sex repeatedly while I was trying to sleep in the same bed. I retreated to the guest room, not surprisingly Frank had never slept in this room. I took refugee in here from now on. I quickly noticed that my daughter also started sleeping with Frank and my wife in my former bedroom. They both would sleep and fuck there every night. I peaked in a few times and sure enough both mother and daughter were having a threesome with Frank.
My humiliation continued still for some time, the monthly poker game was coming up and Frank insisted that we do it as usual, we even invited one of his own friends this time. We were all playing cards, it started off a typical card night however that quickly changed when Frank had my wife and daughter bring down beers for us in only their underwear, bra and thong. The guys were already drunk so they were excited to see my wife and my daughter half naked bringing them beer.
I could see they were a little confused why I was allowing them to be dressed like this in front of them but I didn’t say anything. So as a result all my friends were flirting with them, Frank even encouraged them to smack their asses as they walked by. At one point Frank pulled my wife on to his lap, I could tell he was claiming her as his trophy showing her off as his by keeping her planted on him.
Meanwhile Frank’s friend was a rough looking guy, maybe slightly older then Frank, bald, slightly fat had pulled my daughter on to his lap at the table as we continued to play cards. I could tell he was fingering her under the table, so could my other friends but I just ignored it and pretended I didn’t notice.
Once the card game was winding up, two of my friends quietly mentioned to me if I needed to talk about anything to just let them know, they would help me out. Obviously they knew something wasn’t right going on here tonight but they didn’t want to exactly want to interfere so they left it open for me.
Later that night I watched in shame as Frank and his friend fucked both my wife and my daughter in the same bed. Frank was fucking my wife and his dirty old bald headed fat friend was fucking my young daughter. I watched both of them fuck in numerous positions, both mother and daughter moaning loudly together like total sluts.
A few days later my wife came to me alone to talk, this had been the first real time that we had actually had a chat in weeks. She still never offered any explanation for what has been happening over the past month but she did have an announcement for me. Both my wife and my daughter were pregnant with Frank’s child, this was not surprising for me because I had already come to expect this. Although not offering an explanation of why she betrayed me she further went on to finally admit what happened that fateful night and the following morning.
What was surprising however is the offer she presented me. My wife told me that Frank has not had any children so far and would like to carry on his family name and his legacy. She was blunt and explained she wanted a divorce so that she could quickly marry Frank so they could have the same last name and the child would be born under the new last name. She further went on to say that I would have to give up full custody to my daughter Julie because she was still underage and she wanted to change her last name too.
In return for all this she would not fight me for her share of the house and she would give up all of our retirement money we had shared together plus give up any right to processions within the house. She said she had talked this over with Frank and they both felt bad for me so they wanted to offer me this to keep the peace and allow them to marry. She even offered allowing me to continue watching them fuck if I felt like it, gee thanks….
I thought about what she was offering me, all three of them had already destroyed me emotionally, destroyed my self-esteem, pride, etc. however the only thing I had left was my financial self-worth and she was offering me a good deal to at least keep that. The downside was that I was basically officially giving away my wife and daughter and worse as part of the agreement they would be allowed to stay in the house for at least the near future.
After much thought I agreed to her offer, I may have lost my love of my life, my lovely daughter and all self-respect to Frank but I wasn’t going to ruin my financials over all this. We finalized the divorce in record time and not even a week later Frank married my now ex-wife. Both my wife and daughter changed their last name to Frank’s. My daughter might as well have been his second wife if that were not illegal, they all slept together in my formal marital bed.
After they married I tried to busy myself with my work but with Frank working there as well it was a constant distraction and he only continued to add to my humiliation. He proudly showed off pictures of his new wife, my now ex-wife. Many people at the office were confused and lots of rumors were going around about what was happening. I often caught many talking behind my back laughing at me and joking about it.
After 9 months both my now ex-wife and daughter when on to give birth to Frank’s children, both healthy boys that looked like him and both born with his last name. My humiliation continued and got worse, they wanted me to move out of the guest room so that they could make a baby room so I was forced to sleep in my daughters former bed.
Over the next 2 years things pretty much continued, my nightmare was never ending, Frank impregnated my ex- wife and daughter two more times and as a result there was now 6 kids crying constantly in the house. I again was forced out of my daughters room and was relegated to the couch downstairs.
Then one morning everything changed for the better, I woke up laying on the floor, I must have fallen off the couch drunk in the night. I awoke with my old dog licking my face and laying beside me, I had an epiphany then. I realized this was rock bottom for me. I decided then and there to get my life back in order and for the first time in over 2 years I had sudden confidence again.
I talked with Frank and my ex-wife and told them I wanted them out of the house ASAP, I wasn’t going to put up with this crap any more and I wanted them out of my lives. They were obviously pissed off but likewise for the first time in over 2 years they could tell I was dead serious. We eventually agreed they would move out in 2 months, Frank in the mean time managed to find and buy a new house for them and then suddenly they were gone.
After they left I started the healing process, I called up my old friends who I haven’t talked to for about 2 years now. They were surprised to hear from me after all this time and I confessed everything what happened they were shocked to hear it all but they were my true friends and managed to set me up with some professional help and support in order to get my life back in order.
That is where I later met Amy who would become my second wife. We met in a support group, she had a similar situation just not quite as bad. Her husband was cheating on her and she knew it but did nothing to stop it and quite often watched as he cheated on her fucking some other girl right in front of her. Amy was just as cute as my ex-wife and was younger even at only 32 years old. We later fell in love, married and both of us started our lives over again. We went on to have two children, one boy and one girl.
As for my ex-wife and daughter, things went bad for them in a hurry. My new wife Amy had encouraged me to stand up for what happened during this period and not let them get away with it. She came up with the idea to write an anonymous letter to the police how Frank had impregnated a young girl three times before she turned 18. Personally I never thought anything would come of it however I was wrong. Apparently any reported act of child abuse is taken very serious by the police’s investigating detectives. They immediately investigated and when they found that the father was listed as unknown for my daughter they became very suspicious of Frank.
While investigating they found evidence that my daughter was in fact living as a second wife to Frank and through a search warrant were able to get his DNA to compare to her children. Sure enough it matched and Frank was immediately charged with 3 counts of Child Rape and also charged with Bigamy. There was a trial of course and I was asked to testify, I didn’t want to but my new wife convinced me to do it to help come to terms with what happened.
Frank was convicted easily and sentenced to 50 years with no parole for 20 years, he would likely die in prison before ever having a chance to get out. He didn’t seem to care too much however, he was just happy he was able to pass on his name and legacy. Unfortunately for him Child Services took away all his kids from my ex-wife and daughter and placed them with foster homes and new adoptive families where their last names ended up changing anyways. Both my ex-wife and daughter ended up on welfare. Both of them tried to come back to my house one day asking for forgiveness and for another chance but my new wife freaked out on them and scared them away.
That was the last time I ever really saw them, I had heard that my daughter resorted to stripping and occasionally prostituting herself to get by and my wife was also prostituting herself in some disgusting slum neighborhood. I didn’t care though, I had already detached my emotions from them. Although I am partly to blame for the whole situation they still deserved it for what they put me through afterwards. Over time my memory of them started to fade until they were only a distant memory.
Frank also wrote to me one day from jail about all that happened, he apologized to me for everything saying he never intended for it to turn out that way, he must have heard I had remarried so he wished us the best of luck.
There is no real lesson to this story, if anything all these events helped me realized I had underlying self- esteem and confidence issues that I have since then dealt with. Looking back on it all now it seems almost unbelievable what transpired, more sadly what I allowed to take place but through therapy and the support of my new wife I worked through it and became a better man with a better family. Karma eventually came through for me in the end.
I’ve had to really struggle, because I never had looks or money. You see other guys who are doing well - they’ve almost always had looks and/or money. If you have looks, you will likely be popular, and given lots of opportunities, and if you have money, you’ll have lots of opportunities. Indeed, anyone who is successful - you can likely trace their success back to looks and/or money. Sure, they may have worked hard, but if so, they likely worked hard within an opportunity that people without looks and/or money were not allowed.